But she said it aint the money, it aint about the money
She said she’ll give it up to hear me say that you just love me
Do For Love - 2Pac
I feel heartless feeling the way I feel. Maybe that’s why I feel empty: I have no heart. These feelings have been a battle since summer. I can’t control them, or know what I’m thinking. I’ve changed. “Love” changed me. Pain changed me. Stress changed me.. I’m still changing. I don’t know how to feel about it other than believe that this change is making me powerful. The power to say what I really mean. The power to decide what is best for me. The power to think for myself. That is Power. In time this emptiness will go away. In the meantime I’m going through the motions. I’ll get through this breakup and this miserable daily schedule. With the help of family and friends, I’m strong.
With a strengthened mind and soul, I’m Powerful.